Baby Boy's sleep is bad. I don't even know how to explain it besides to say that it's really, really bad.
Last night, for instance, looked like this:
6:50: Nurse in his bedroom
7:05: I start walking, singing, shh-ing, bouncing, and swaying
7:20: He falls asleep. This is a good bedtime.
7:45: He wakes up screaming. I go to him and am able to get him back to sleep in about 5 minutes.
9:30: I go to bed.
9:35: Baby is awake. The Hubby goes to him and tries to get him to go back to sleep, but he just turns and points to the door, which he knows leads him out of his bedroom and to ours.
9:40: I nurse Baby Boy.
9:42: He's asleep. The Hubby and I watch him sleep laying in our bed. He's restless.
9:50: The Hubby takes the baby back to his room and we both fall asleep.
The rest of the night was a blur, as they typically are. I'm so exhausted that I don't know what time we're waking or what's happening. I do know, however, that we were up at least four more times and that Baby Boy stayed in our bed for quite a bit of the night.
I honestly don't know what to do with him. He won't stay laying in his bed for us to pat/shh him. He screams loudly enough to wake his sister. I'm NOT comfortable with letting him cry. We did it once and when he woke up 45 minutes later, he screamed like I'd never heard him scream, terrified.
I'm not necessarily looking for solutions--just to document this part of our life. If not for sleep troubles, Baby Boy is a sweet, happy little man. The problem is, during those same waking hours, his father am I are a mess. We're short-tempered, drowsy, and can't focus on anything. We have another child to care for and I'm starting to realize that we aren't being the best parents we can be for either of our children. Once Baby Boy is one, I'll feel a little more ready to start being more forceful with night weaning. I will be okay if he still wakes once (or even twice!) per night to eat, but four to five times per night is really getting old. Until then, we roll with it...
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