I just walked to a different floor in my office, sat down on the toilet in the last stall, and cried like a little baby.
I am so exhausted.
I went out last night. No, not to a club or a bar--to book club. There were four of us there and I really enjoyed myself and the company. I got home, however, around 11:30 and was asleep around midnight.
Then, this morning, Baby Girl decided to wake up early. She started moaning (her normal "I'm awake" noises) around 5:30, which is over an hour prior to the time The Hubby typically has to wake her up. I went in and got her around 6:10, which was twenty precious minutes prior to the time The Hubby typically wakes me up.
Add on top of that the fact that I'm 13 1/2 weeks pregnant, stressed about work stuff and my inability to concentrate, stressed about the state of my house, stressed about getting Baby Girl's Halloween costume made, and trying my damnedest not to get a cold....and I'm just done. I've felt like I could fall asleep at any moment for weeks now.
Today I just realized how incredibly worn out I am and just broke down and cried. I don't have any idea how I'm going to find the energy to cook dinner, to deal with Baby Girl (toddlers are SO EXHAUSTING), to clean my house, to do laundry, to make Baby Girl's costume...to do anything but sleep. And that's why I cried. I cried from stress and from exhaustion.
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